duno wat happened

Everydae saw her face like chou4 chou4 dunno wat i should say to her i dunnoe wat topic to sae as i am tired of being the one to start the conversation.to me i'm considered lucky for not being hurted by anione.i dunno why but since primary one till now i'm always treating people hot and cold and i do not wish to but i'm just irritated.Sorry to those who i treated badly,i just could not control.sometimes i'm jealous of her,why she was born pretty and cute and her relationships wif other people is better then me,maybe some people cannot accept how i treat them as i will treat you as my good friend if you treated me well but after that maybe they felt that i did not think of their feelings i just hope that there will be someone whom i will not be irritated of or treat badly.but now i think differently or just temporary.people are born wif different features i will wish that return to the past. i hope that i could return to the past when i saw her happy face everyday.i'm a person wif very low tolerance,if i'm very angry i will cry,if i'm pain i will also cry.
why must a always happy-go-lucky girl be hurted by those who backstabbed her and that man whom make her so miserable now, i rather she did not go through that relationship,at least she will not be that heartbroken.maybe because i had not been hurt by those boys.why is there BGR,it always hurt girls.i know this because i had saw lots of people hurt in 2e8. maybe they are happy together ,but if eventually you will be hurt i will as well expect not to be in it.I still have my friends and family, ren ru guo mei you le yi si de huo xia qu,na shi zui tong ku de yi jian shi.

After all this is just my Thinking don't take it to heart if you don't agree.

Just want to say a big sorry! to all those out there who i showed bad attitude to!