today

today went to do community service.quite fun cos i was assigned to clean the toilet.lol.then melvin say wat toilet united.after that went to bugis to buy bag.i and christina lazy to climb stairs for the mrt so we took escalator but the escalator did not connect to where we want to go,so we took lift down.then there is two door right?so we stand on dunno which side.but when the lift said bee bee bee reached the floor liao.but we thought why the door nv open,so we stand there like dumbos thinking for like 15 seconds,we thought something was wrong so we turned around,haha thats the most exciting part.the lift door on the other side opened.then we quickly walked out cos there were three men looking at us and laughing.we also invented the hand dance move for'everytime we touch'.i bought a nice bag but meiting say not nicer then xiaozhou,nvm i appreciate that haha.


another thing that i want to say to a person.I AM A HYPOCRITE.but to me everyone is a hypocrite.i'm a coward i did not want to offend anyone by showing them attitude,thats me.yes i've changed but i tried to change for the better although i thought i changed from bad to worse.someone is also an hypocrite to me who is a gossiper but its not you.i dunno when did you think that i am a hypocrite but if thats wat you think i would not deny it or agree with it.i hate most about a type of person who when you talked secrets to they will just say it out,why can't they just zip up their mouth and mine their own business.Being left out and feeling bad is not wrong why i could not feel bad,ya you experienced it before and you noe how bad it is.I admit that its not that much about you and your ex thingy but what i did not feel happy about is because you always think that you are correct and others are wrong.its my own opinion take it or leave it.did you ever tried not showing attitude to someone for a day.stubborness is not always the way out.if you feel that i offended you i'm sorry.but do you noe what others feel when you show attitude to them.ya,i show you attitude,but i dunno what other ways i have to do cos ignoring you is to escape.you might think i'm talking crap but if you really don't agree,i can do nothing.I hurt you,sorry but there is nothing i can do,a friendship is like a relationship,if we do not have a common topic,i could not do anything but to avoid you.but i can tell you,i felt angry of you too.cause i'm tired of your attitude towards anyone.If you think i'm a "jia hao ren"suit you.
but i can just say sorry and find a friend that will be able to talk to you and concern you.but i just could not change my attitude towards you.In fact,i wanted to win you in all things.sorry for that selfishness.i won't mind if you treat me as an invisible for your whole life.seriously,i won't mind.if you really hate me,hate me with all your might.you ought to do that cos i felt like i am a rotten person.HATE ME!