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Haha first post in 2008!
How time passses!
My english is getting lousier and lousier
Finally ROD ended! thx to all the juniors i knew how difficult it was to come up with performances and i liked them all! i was also once a cadet.
Lots of thing had passed and i do not have anymore time to regret any of my foolish actions. i never once think b4 i act.I'm going to respect my own decisions. whenever i think of the sichuan people i think about the mother. i keep thinking that if there's a earthquake.what will happen to me or my family. I may even do what the mother did, leave a note behind saying how i wish i can live. i maybe the one drinking urine and eating faeces.
Going to Cambodia was really an enriching experience, not everyone is that fortunate to live in a safe and secure country the killing field was really a heartbreaking sight for me, they are also humans like us, yet they are treated worse then an animal! i can't believe this is happening even in the 1980s. The orphans i met in the orphanage were really cute, but just because of a war, they lost their parents or even their own legs. If i were them, what would i do? i would just cry and cry. the women in the toul sleng museum even had the mind of jumping from the second floor to end their lifes. If i were them, What i would do? i'm so timid, maybe i would just wait to be sent to the killing field. i still enjoy the times where i get to know new friends
These few days, had been busy.D&T everyday, i'm always getting the wrong measurements also feeling fed up with my work. i dun know how am i going to my presentation board with poor drawing skills. life is full of ups and downs, we control our own fate!Do we really appreciate what we have all the time? everytime people are always saying save the earth, but did we really save the earth by using 'less' plastic bags? How are we going to throw the rubbish away? plastic bags again.