today

today went to do community service.quite fun cos i was assigned to clean the toilet.lol.then melvin say wat toilet united.after that went to bugis to buy bag.i and christina lazy to climb stairs for the mrt so we took escalator but the escalator did not connect to where we want to go,so we took lift down.then there is two door right?so we stand on dunno which side.but when the lift said bee bee bee reached the floor liao.but we thought why the door nv open,so we stand there like dumbos thinking for like 15 seconds,we thought something was wrong so we turned around,haha thats the most exciting part.the lift door on the other side opened.then we quickly walked out cos there were three men looking at us and laughing.we also invented the hand dance move for'everytime we touch'.i bought a nice bag but meiting say not nicer then xiaozhou,nvm i appreciate that haha.


another thing that i want to say to a person.I AM A HYPOCRITE.but to me everyone is a hypocrite.i'm a coward i did not want to offend anyone by showing them attitude,thats me.yes i've changed but i tried to change for the better although i thought i changed from bad to worse.someone is also an hypocrite to me who is a gossiper but its not you.i dunno when did you think that i am a hypocrite but if thats wat you think i would not deny it or agree with it.i hate most about a type of person who when you talked secrets to they will just say it out,why can't they just zip up their mouth and mine their own business.Being left out and feeling bad is not wrong why i could not feel bad,ya you experienced it before and you noe how bad it is.I admit that its not that much about you and your ex thingy but what i did not feel happy about is because you always think that you are correct and others are wrong.its my own opinion take it or leave it.did you ever tried not showing attitude to someone for a day.stubborness is not always the way out.if you feel that i offended you i'm sorry.but do you noe what others feel when you show attitude to them.ya,i show you attitude,but i dunno what other ways i have to do cos ignoring you is to escape.you might think i'm talking crap but if you really don't agree,i can do nothing.I hurt you,sorry but there is nothing i can do,a friendship is like a relationship,if we do not have a common topic,i could not do anything but to avoid you.but i can tell you,i felt angry of you too.cause i'm tired of your attitude towards anyone.If you think i'm a "jia hao ren"suit you.
but i can just say sorry and find a friend that will be able to talk to you and concern you.but i just could not change my attitude towards you.In fact,i wanted to win you in all things.sorry for that selfishness.i won't mind if you treat me as an invisible for your whole life.seriously,i won't mind.if you really hate me,hate me with all your might.you ought to do that cos i felt like i am a rotten person.HATE ME!

emotional day

thank you shat ting for counselling me.haha.
maybe i was too emo but i can't help it k?i tried not to care but i can't.just like qiulin i thought why she was very angry when she saw her two bestfriends talking so closely and she felt very ......she's not being too emo too she just felt very bad just like me.she cried but she did not want any pity she just felt that why she must treated that way.she did not request for her tears to be shed,she just felt sad.when you can't blend in well with your friends you will feel left out and nobody wants to speak to you.its like you standing in the middle of a highway road,cars driving and nobody cared.they just carry on to drive but u-turning cause they are afraid to crash into you. thats all.I'm thinking too much but i just can't kan kai.maybe i'm thinking too much.but i did not act emo.everyone has a quiet side.i am an odd one out so i'm not needed and i moved on.i did not want to just rely on them like a glue sticking to them but i felt angry.i admitted it but i just didn't want to say it out.i know that this blog can be seen by others but sometimes writing is better then saying.when someone dun feel like talking to you and just felt like ignoring you, you will feel bad.i finally know how i treated people when i ignored them,they will feel sad and felt innocent,that was not their fault but why they are ignored.i am not acting,i will show my emotional straight away.that was not a form of getting attention.i felt really upset when i was said that i was acting emo,i maybe very quiet but i'm not acting,i'm really feeling
bad.

change blogskin

chang blogskin liao.today i know one new word,mugging haha i saw people put i thought is concerning cup hahas.i dunno what to blog ahhhhhh!exams suck.i dunno even a single word that my science teacher taught how to study.i dun plan to be a scientist or mathematican why should i study for these two subject why can't which subject to strudy.if i already knew what i want to do in secondary school can i choose the subjects concerning it instead of studying and studying a subject which i will not be using!i'm complaining and complaining haha.some teachers even look down on us.i maybe in the tail end class but you do not need to be so insulting right,tail end classes does not always are the group of people who were the culprits of every single offence that were commited.i hate the teacher who acted that she belived that we can go to better class but were just saying that she looked down on us.i failed the test bcos you did not taught us well but you used that as a point and shoot me back.i also duno why i blogged so emo i also could not help it ahhhhhhhhh!i hope that term test,end of year test will be over and comp team training will be coming.nc11'2005 is the best.nc??'2006 will the best also

never blog for long time

tomorrow is geo and hist test i dun want to dissapoint myself but i totally forgot to bring my geo book back ahhhhhhh and my history notebook.nvm.i will do my best not try but DO.ndp parade finish liao finally can rest but i noe that this year's batch and last year's batch was a large difference,we were not that good compared to last year.i feel like reading the whole dictionary to improve my english but does that helps?dun talk about subjects.ROD cuming,NCOC camp cumin but i dun feel like going to NCOC camp cos i dun eat fruits and the sirs and madm surely force me to eat ahhhh!you all sure think very funny people worry other things but i worry about this.term test i do my best for it.hope to go to 3/5 or3/6 hope that i really can or else i will be very very sad.and hopefully mrs lee won't be my form teacher again.and yesterday went swimming then i sunburnt.today go study at mac learnt about sets.thanks to meiting,xiao zhou and christina for today and yesterday.

NDP

haiz!i really hate the person standing in front of me dunno how to do footdrill then go there action only dunno how to do proper footdrill then there teach us what to do you think you so clever then go be csm why you don't have double promotion you so clever and so extra think you always right our seniors have the right to lecture us not u.okay!today the four of us bought sweets for tomorrow than christina make me laugh like i siao.then i laugh until i sit on the floor.HAHAcos they all suddenly speak in a english slang then i want to speak but christina keep talking non stop until i can't argue back.but very fun hahas the whole platoon quite united but if you are tured just say maybe you are really tired but if you say who will know if you are unwillingly nobody will force you to do it.and the so called very pro soccer cca got some people really very idiotic.if you want to fight go outside fight we are civilised people, soccer is not about kicking ball out of the fence,do you know how to play soccer?And today scolded by teacher two times and i felt irritated.i at first say don wan also cannot then was brought to the fitness corner i knew something will happen.os it my fault i already said i dunwan maybe no free pe is better at least no need to get scolded.then some people got do but don dare to admit.they are so damn bloody!haha!


PS:I have another word:animals=anoymous
I want to pass all my subjects and a tuition teacher ARGH