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Haha first post in 2008!
How time passses!
My english is getting lousier and lousier
Finally ROD ended! thx to all the juniors i knew how difficult it was to come up with performances and i liked them all! i was also once a cadet.
Lots of thing had passed and i do not have anymore time to regret any of my foolish actions. i never once think b4 i act.I'm going to respect my own decisions. whenever i think of the sichuan people i think about the mother. i keep thinking that if there's a earthquake.what will happen to me or my family. I may even do what the mother did, leave a note behind saying how i wish i can live. i maybe the one drinking urine and eating faeces.
Going to Cambodia was really an enriching experience, not everyone is that fortunate to live in a safe and secure country the killing field was really a heartbreaking sight for me, they are also humans like us, yet they are treated worse then an animal! i can't believe this is happening even in the 1980s. The orphans i met in the orphanage were really cute, but just because of a war, they lost their parents or even their own legs. If i were them, what would i do? i would just cry and cry. the women in the toul sleng museum even had the mind of jumping from the second floor to end their lifes. If i were them, What i would do? i'm so timid, maybe i would just wait to be sent to the killing field. i still enjoy the times where i get to know new friends
These few days, had been busy.D&T everyday, i'm always getting the wrong measurements also feeling fed up with my work. i dun know how am i going to my presentation board with poor drawing skills. life is full of ups and downs, we control our own fate!Do we really appreciate what we have all the time? everytime people are always saying save the earth, but did we really save the earth by using 'less' plastic bags? How are we going to throw the rubbish away? plastic bags again.

ENERGIZER

I will miss everyone whom i have made friends with in NCOC 2007!It's been a great experience to know people from different schools.ENERGIZER is a good group to be in, although we are quiet at first but after that we learnt to open up!We had funny people, those who were outgoing and quiet ones.The camp is when we bonded as one group.Hope to see them soon! I will miss them lots!

No more tears

I will not shed any more tears for my class. Efforts been made was taken for granted for some.I dun understand why my class always from sec 1 to 3 always very noisy.haix.I, Li Shilin, will not cry because i'm stress or even angry at anyone.I will swallow back my tears.
不准哭
我不要装可怜无辜

不想再为任何人哭
我要活出自己

哭让人觉得我很软弱
无论有多难我都能做到

hello!

I'm here to tell you my biggest crush...........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................張晉樵。He is so cute! let me introduce him to you















Cute right? handsome right? LOL still got one more photo




his handsomeness is look longer more shuai! his singing is superb can melt my heart.although he dun have his own song but when he sing other singer's song, he got his own style so nice!
My muscle cramp is like so pain.i walk like a pregnant lady.......tuesday is the next training for taiwan fieldtrip.bless me.張晉樵 here i come! i going taiwan leh. my dream is better then christina at least i get to go to taiwan but she have to go london. This is my lastest crush! LOL and it shall be the last one.

tuesday getting results le ba. regret also no use. EXAMS are always so stressful.but we have to deal with it isn't it. after this year i will be in sec4 hope that can graduate next year! My end of year i slacked more then in mid year i really think that i will do badly my L1B5 18 i think very difficult to acheive.

my blog very long never update haha. i always lidat one la last time my blog also lidat too lazy ma. now exam ended but i feel weird cause i get to relax for soo long.june holiday also not that shiok lo. december holiday is also going to be busy with all sort of stuffs. how i wish i get to grow up faster.

I dun really know where i want to go. poly or jc? its like competition is tough in this world haix.

last photo of my CRUSH!

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i'm here to blog!
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tagged

Rules of the game:Each player of thid game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!
1. i dun eat fruits
2.i'm scared about cats and dogs
3.i like to kill insects whether if it is a big beetle or a spider
4.i hate maths and science
5.i have the pianist fingers
6.i'm going to be overweight and not overweight yet!
7.i changed my mind in just one sec
8.i'm a slacker
9.i'm petty
10.FINALLY LAST ONE.I LIKE GREEN!

SORRY

Am i always at fault?
i am petty i admit it but i hate it when people think that i am joking with them when i'm angry.
I have had enough of all those arguing.I'm do admit i make mistakes but sometimes i asked myself,why am i always apologising when sometimes i think that its not my fault.I maybe kiasu in somethings or all but i am just kiasi.i'm scared and had no confidence in myself.i need reassurance from my friends,thats why sometimes i asked lame qns.I'm not trying to say that i am being bullied.i just wanted to express what i think,i need somewhere to let me vent everything out.sometimes i'm angry over small things,but that is the real LI SHILIN.I can't change overtime.I'm trying, its hard.......
I'm emoing......
nobody is supporting me,arguing back is just making me more defendless.sometimes,i just hope that someone will just help me talk back.....
one last time,SORRY! for being so petty and always saying i'm the miserable oneSORRY!:((((
I'm going to think over what i had done.
I'm just me,a normal girl,LI SHILIN,i just hope someone will support me, let me confide in them.Its really depressing to find out that your friends does not speak a word for you.
I'M WRONG,ALL I'VE DONE.
sorry for being angry just because you kicked my butt or took the duster to make my sleeve and i revenged with more and in the end i ended up with more duster powder.
From primary school till now, i realised one thing, i relied too much on my friends.sometimes,i am taken advantage of.
I'm just complaining to myself,just let me, a normal person,complain for once.
SORRY FOR TOLERATING WITH ME!